Searching for truth in the midst of lies

I am not lost. I just don't know where here is.

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Interestingly Mundane

Trying to find my way around a fallen world, I am a child of God, neither fully understanding who God is nor what He says, but knowing and trusting that He is God no matter what I feel. A pilgrim on a life journey bashing my way through, A Singaporean who is passionate about things, a desire to live a life worth living.

Friday, May 27, 2005

Starting Out

Hey

In about a month or so, i shall be on my way to New Zealand. Feeling apprehensive but ok, i guess i will be ready.

It is a suprising turn of events. After O levels, i always thought i will end up studying in NZ due to my bad chinese. Wonders of it all, by God's grace i am still able to go to way Down Under to study.

I guess things that we wish do happen, just not in the fashion we wish them to occur.

It has been a journey. From a last minute decision late last year to just give it a shot, to discovering that we have been accepted, to actually setting out on the tedious process of applying for actual enrolment, every step of the way has been easy. All i had to do was to stand up and be counted. And truly, i give thanks that God has been faithful, when the last thing i am is Faithful.

A few weeks ago, i had a nightmare about leaving. The fear of being alone. I am scared, definately, but also excited. Heck who would not be. Fear of loneliness, of not settling in. It is akin to setting out on a holiday, just that this time it is alone and to a place for 6 months. (I can hear rachel going, hai ya you, so many people go already....)

In any case, i will chronicle my events from application till now. Submitted my applications for both hostel and for enrollment last friday. Today went down to NZ immigration department at Takashimaya and discovered that horrors of horrors, i was not able to apply. Neither was rachel and one other girl whom we were with. SO i guess it is any trip down that we need. Hopefully soon. WOuld not like to drag any longer.

Oh well, that is it. THis journey i will walk.

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