I qualify the Called
Again and again, after talking to some people, God's call is stronger and stronger. Now i am wondering, What should i do?
I am loathe to apply (partly for fear of getting the job and also the fear of not getting the job). But also because i have told so many people that i want to wait to get experience.
Unfortunately i can see that the reason i give is slowly being eroded as a practical reason, as that reason now succeeds only as an excuse not to join the teaching profession. To be honest, while working people do have things that they can teach, the marginal effect i think is very little.
How God? Why can't you send me BIG BIG sign, like a JOIN TEACHING TODAY email or flyer, or better still, all the ministry saying NO NO WE NO HIRING YOU.
ARGH
Jobs jobs. Is it not easier just to do what i want?
I am loathe to apply (partly for fear of getting the job and also the fear of not getting the job). But also because i have told so many people that i want to wait to get experience.
Unfortunately i can see that the reason i give is slowly being eroded as a practical reason, as that reason now succeeds only as an excuse not to join the teaching profession. To be honest, while working people do have things that they can teach, the marginal effect i think is very little.
How God? Why can't you send me BIG BIG sign, like a JOIN TEACHING TODAY email or flyer, or better still, all the ministry saying NO NO WE NO HIRING YOU.
ARGH
Jobs jobs. Is it not easier just to do what i want?
Labels: i dun know anymore
posted by W | Monday, August 13, 2007
1 Comments:
of coz its always easier to do just what u want - but is that what u really want?? to always just be able to do what u want?? wad's easiest may not always be the best. what we want v. what God wants. we know these things.. sometimes we just need a little reminder ;)
Post a Comment
<< Home