RIght now
I sometimes hate my life.
Right now, i am solving something that is meaningless to people, one where no one really bothers to ask how it is.
Right now i am trying to get economic intuition for something that is ridiculous.
Right now, i have people who need my counsel.
Right now, i feel that there is no one out there who really supports me in what i do.
Right now, i am alone.
Right now, all i have is God. I know i should say it is enough, but let me assure you, it is not. It is not.
Right now, i still can hear God, right now i am wondering why i can still hear him so clearly.
Right now i am wondering, this emotions i wrestle within, why did i make the covenant?
Right now, i should be focusing on God, but i find my thoughts wondering away.
Right now, i am thinking about my future, and thinking if i have a future.
Right now, i am asking God to give me a break, let me pass with just a pass, not ace the test he has for me, but just let me through. What more do you want from me?
Right now, i want to live life. I want to take bart out for a spin. Like really race up and down.
Right now, i want to feel loved.
Right now, i need to be human and break down.
Right now, i should be preparing to teach OIA (which apparently is IBS, but slightly different) tmr, when i have not even gone for one session of teaching.
Right now, i should be prepared for whatever my prof will say about my draft.
Right now, i am solving something that is meaningless to people, one where no one really bothers to ask how it is.
Right now i am trying to get economic intuition for something that is ridiculous.
Right now, i have people who need my counsel.
Right now, i feel that there is no one out there who really supports me in what i do.
Right now, i am alone.
Right now, all i have is God. I know i should say it is enough, but let me assure you, it is not. It is not.
Right now, i still can hear God, right now i am wondering why i can still hear him so clearly.
Right now i am wondering, this emotions i wrestle within, why did i make the covenant?
Right now, i should be focusing on God, but i find my thoughts wondering away.
Right now, i am thinking about my future, and thinking if i have a future.
Right now, i am asking God to give me a break, let me pass with just a pass, not ace the test he has for me, but just let me through. What more do you want from me?
Right now, i want to live life. I want to take bart out for a spin. Like really race up and down.
Right now, i want to feel loved.
Right now, i need to be human and break down.
Right now, i should be preparing to teach OIA (which apparently is IBS, but slightly different) tmr, when i have not even gone for one session of teaching.
Right now, i should be prepared for whatever my prof will say about my draft.
posted by W | Saturday, March 24, 2007
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