Journey of desire

Yesterday, God said something. What is scary about desiring Me?

I was struck by the question. Desiring God is something so many of us say, and in our hearts want, but do we really desire God? So God called me to start a new journey, a journey of desire.

The funny thing was, yesterday during prayer, God showed me what desiring him meant. When we were asking GOd want burden he had for us, God kept quiet. I was praying, God would you tell me, would you show me, would you reveal to me your heart.

But God was silent. In the end, my prayer was, "God i cannot hear you".

Then after that, God said, now you know what desiring means. To hunger and thirst for something so badly, because you know what you now need. To need God because when he is silent, you cannot do without him. To hunger for God so much, because without Him, you are naught.

I need God. the journey of desire starts from a realisation of deeper need. The deepest need. For God.

Then today, God said, the journey of desire, is a journey of faith and knowledge. I have no idea what he means, but i know He will show it to me soon.

The journey of desire. Born out of need, grows out of faith, develops into love.