Sigh

My dad is one hard man to love.

I guess to him, I have failed him simply by not being who He wanted to be. He is a man who is safe, and wants to be self dependent.

I am a man who desires the relationship of others, who is unafraid to lose life, though more afraid of losing a chance at life. I too am hard to love, a sure sign of me being my father's son.

I dunno, it is just tiring i guess.